I think I am slowly getting it.
Not spiritually (whatever that means)
It is all about the »and«
I am kind hearted individual AND I am a crazy psychopath.
I am generous with money AND I am very selective with my time.
I am kind AND I am a raging madman,
I respect women AND I can be and evil bastard.
I like solitude AND i love good company.
I am all that I am, and my problem was/is that I was not willing to be whatever it takes, whatever is needed in a certain situation.
I release everyone from their duty to teach me.
I will be what I need to be, whatever the situation requires,
From this day onward this my maxim.,
With love and rage
Samo the madman
AND Valiant knight.
Go figure! :😊